Me, as a young troublemaker (the young lady in the framed photo behind me is my mom wearing the same dress.) |
When I was young I actually wore vintage quite a bit. I used to go around a lot in my mom and grandmother's - and even on occasion - my grandfather's old clothes. But I got bigger and those items ceased to fit. I branched out a bit - all black, sarcastic t-shirts, slips as dresses, nightwear as clothes . . .
When I was working in an elementary school in my early 20s I got a bit of a tell off for wearing pink tights and was informed to be careful about what I wear because I could get in trouble. So for a long while I have to admit I suppressed my more flamboyant fashion urges.
Then I stumbled on some vintage fashion blogs. I looked with amazement and envy at what some people were wearing everyday. I couldn't do that. But then I found some cute things in a thrift store and I gave it a try. And it changed me.
Only in hindsight do I now realize I had reached the point where Halloween was the only day of the year I truly felt happy with what I was wearing. My efforts to not offend others were actually messing with my own feelings about myself and even my body.
Now I wear whatever the hell I want and feel much happier. I also work at an elementary school (not the same one) and get compliments from staff, kids, and parents. I do tone it down for work but it's not like I pretend to be another person when I do it.
Me, as an older troublemaker. |
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